Friday, 24 August 2012

THE NOCTURNAL TEAR

We survive everyday,  rather live everyday amidst a lot of chaos of expressions..
A smile from deep within, fake tears, new phobias, or irrelevant fears, laughter that hurts the belly or the frown that dries up even before the thought of crying..
Irrespective of however a loud or happy person we are, we have all once or more in life come across a time where we meet ourselves and experience the magical moment of facing the truth and accepting the negligence towards our delicate emotions that we refuse to bring out to the world, the one's which just belong to us and always will.
a time when your all alone..may be the time before you actually go to sleep (at least for me, that's the time when i have a special meeting with myself whether 5 minutes or hours)..
NO! its not about being an insomniac nor does this happen everyday..
It happens beautifully at the time when your semi conscious mind just strolls around and starts narrating all the good and bad of the day, memories of the past or  uncertainty of the future, about all the things that you might be avoiding, the feelings that you were trying to keep away from, and facing perhaps that pain which you were trying to hide since like forever.. 
Why magical? because its the most honest expression that your soul gives out in agony- a tear! 
no one to see, no one to hear, just one person to feel the ache- you!
Here, lie cant exist,
your heart rules,
no space allows escape,
you cant deny or manipulate questions either..
Feel like a child again?
At that time, irrespective of your age, you innocently cuddle around and hug the pillow tighter, consoling every drop that falls and drenches the fabric and silently and sincerely you answer yourself every disapproved fact!
its very positive because it leads to acceptance..
it has its own exquisiteness. 
let it flow..... bring it out.... 
because the next morning that emotion would strengthen and secure you.
it will let you know what you feel and obviously it will keep the soul in you alive!!




Love yourself!
No one can do a better job..
 Rab Rakha!!